That has been my problem ever since.
Because of my immaturity and selfishness, I grinched and stole away the anniversary-extension-slash-13th-month-celebration he has been planning for this day.
He knew I still want to celebrate our “anniversary” despite the fact that it’s already the 13th month and that we did celebrate it already for 3 days and 2 nights last month but kinda failed due to my fever.
Anyway, the bratty old me ditched him coz I thought he was was flaking on me again, but then he was just late due to natural and totally normal circumstances which is really bound to happen.
So there, he has a plan tonight which I regretfully ditched and GRINCHED. A plan which he tried to pull off, not even minding his own busy schedule, short budget and tiresome body. Unfortunately, no girlfriend showed up.
He was just so disappointed that everything’s mapped out and there would be a last-minute cancellation on my end that he did not expect. To put a cherry on top of everything that is already a mess, I even got mad and started some bratty issues. Oh God, kill me.
Over the phone, when I tried to apologize, it was just then that I found out of his very sweet, heart warming and Im-gonna-sweep-you-off-your-feet surprise and date.
Aw, I’m sorry. I really could be an idiot most of the time, but what I did today was plain stupid. I’m sorry if I thought that you haven’t changed and still are not trustworthy. But you knew I that I do trust you, just sometimes, I try to differ and go against my senses and instinct, just to be, well childish.
Thank you for today. Despite me grinching it. I still find the idea cute, sweet and will surely sweep me off my feet if that pushed through.
Again, sorry Babe.